my life journal

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i've gotten my childcare pay!!!! and a few days to come here comes my nuh 1st ever pay!!!..WAHAHAA..and while i was shopping at queensway wif my family... i spotted smth again... i saw a blazer , a dress and bracelet which will cost me 80 plus dollars though they are having a promotion for apparels 2nd piece for 50 % off...
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my trip to tw is cancelled... my frens will still be gg if everything goes well... practically why im not following is bcuz of sum personal issues...though my dad still ask me to go ahead to tw...but i dun tink i will wan to...its not the right time now to go... another thing..my childcare pay is half gone..): not tht i spend it away.. but due to certain things....but nvm.. i will earn it back anyway...have to look at the bright side..if not how to be happy right?...(:

 i know it's been ages since i update my blog..well..im juz plain lazy to do so...
i've started work in nuh since 1st june!... having orientation..officially started working on fri...
job was fine... environment is totally new for me..even the discipline... so everything have to 
start frm scratch... i order a dress frm online again.. SINNED. anyway.. i can't wait for my pay
which is on the 20th and 25th..weeeee..meeting fang and juan to go gai gai...HEHE... i mean
its been ages since i go shopping ma... so HAHAHHAHA.... im GG TO TAIWAN END OF THE 
YEAR..if everything goes well..tht is able to save money by den...and able to get my AL during 
tht period of time lor...HMMMM.... i need to save money..save money.... (: i need LOTSA money..
who dun need?HEHEH.. IM really excited abt my pay and my taiwan trip!!!HAHAH..this is my first
perm job.. so please excuse me abit..HEHEHEHEHE..LALALALALLA.... 


I WAN GO K..ANYONE? HEHE... 
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SAVE MONEY SAM... U NEEED TOOOO...STOP BUYING..STOPPPPPPPPPP
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though i know its impossible..
HAHHA but i will try my best..for e sake of my tw trip.HAHHA

today is my 5th day of work..considering 1 week alr...
i love e kids there...esp some...they are juz sooo cuteeeee...
LOL.im alr used to working thr alr...but i've received a sms frm
job agency.asking me if im interested for this staff nurse job @
toa payoh doing health screening and some frontdesk job..but
this child care job ends end of june... i dunno what shud i do
lehhh sianzz.. i mean i enjoy working@ the childcare right now...
but at the same time im specialised in nursing..HOW?!?!? if i tell
my parents..they sure ask me to quit e child care job and get this
staffnurse job..i tot of asking the agent to juz arrange an interview
for me.. if im shortlisted den i will decide from thr..if not..den continue
wif childcare.
how abt it?

SERIOUSLY, i feel like scolding tons of vulgarities right now !!!!
I'm fucking fed up right now...
i was feeling rather tired after work..cuz ive been slacking fr 2 mths..
anyway , i decided to stay put.
i came back..got myself showered and have my dinner
i seriousy felt much refreshed..den my dad came back
i was praying hard he wont ask abt e job again, but he did.

DAD: you went back to work uh?
Me: Ya
DAD: Samantha, u are reallyyy a failure
Me:WAT
DAD: u dun have to bothered whether they found a replacement cuz its none of ur business. and u tink they will thk u?
Me: BUT I CAN'T JUZ MIA LIKE THT RITE..I HAVE TO BE BACK THR AT LEAST TO LET DEM KNOW.RATHER DEN I MIA AND THEY WILL KEEP CALLING ME...

ARGGG...super pissed off... totally spoilt my day


Next my sis...
i was using the com..and i meant i juz used onli.. was chatting wif my fren online asking abt the grad thingy

SIS: eh jie, dolphin show in sentosa is in sunway lagoon rite?(shes doin her hw)
Me: i gave her the dunno look (i was quite pissed at tht point of time)
den my sis was somehow waiting for me and i tot of juz give her the com and she find herself since i dun have much to use too..but i have to find out my grad 1st rite
SIS: eh u find alr not?
Me: not yet
SIS: YOU MEAN FROM JUS NOW UNTIL NOW U HAVEN FIND YET?
Me: cuz i tot of letting use ma( and i went to find) and i found it was some dophin lagoon show
SIS: how to spell
DAD:L-A-G-O-O-N
Me: kept quiet and stare at my sis
SIS: IS U WRONG EH. STILL ATTITUDE WIF ME..ASK U FIND..SO LONG STILL HAVEN FIND..U THINK I GOT ALOT OF TIME UH. I NOT LIKE U LEH SO MUCH TIME
Me:I was seriusly fuming mad alr cuz she implying im not working and stuff..im alr super pissed wif tht alr
DAD: u very attitude eh u, no wonder u cannot work in a childcare( sarcasticly).
Me: %$#)%*$#)%()$^$%)^($)%^($%


and while i was abt to type this bloody entry.my bro came asking me to let him use for 3 mins... i was like=.=..can i use first..den he ask how long.. 5 mins..den when i was abt to finish this entry..he came out and ask again.. i said WAIT


SERIOUSLY, whats wrong? really? whats wrong?
REALLY SPOIL MY DAY LA. i hope no one make me pissed again later on...
till den........... 

I've alr slacked for 2months ++ ;(

BUT!!! i am starting work on mon frm 3-7 in linda's workplace which is at a childcare...No doubt pay is not much..
But at least im not slacking... i earn my own allowance for e moment while still job hunting at the same time.
I'm gg to my house clinic here for interview too..hpefully they will allow me to work weekends... so i can earn more
hahhaa..money is nv too much.... 

what do i have to do at the childcare?wash backside?HAHA.. the thought of it really turns me off..LOL... im a super cleanliness freak..so pls forgive me for tht.. i mean shitting is part and parcel..tht i know..BUT LIKE AGAIN.. Im a super cleanliness FREAK. i reckon i would have to at least wash once thru out the 2 mths work... LOL.. fang even ask me bring extra clothes thr but im lazy to do so..

SO HOPEFULLY..wat fang sae will come true.. i will enjoy working thr.. but i really dunno hw to talk to small kids. It makes me feel tht im like acting cute... LOL...OH WELL.. PRAY HARD FOR ME PPLE..(:

juz back frm joy's birthday celebration...Hmm... im so sian rite now...Linda got her pay alr.. im broke=.= i wan pay too!!! i wan work too!!! i wan buy things! got lots to get... Hmm... but working cant be relaxing too..i believe all diff kind of work has stress. Not tht there is no stress...is juz tht in a diff form of way...

 Haiz...... i saw VAIO P NOTEBOOK @ harvey norman today..hmmm its not as nice as i tot it is.. and joy and juan told me its not worth it.. screen too small... Hmm...and juan keep self-proclaimed tht her PRADA BAG is a necessity while my VAIO P NOTEBOOK is not necessity=.=...self-denial..LOL...hmmm.. i decide to get IPOD touch instead alr...screen is big enuff to see video..HAHHAA .

Poly student are starting sch tml...anddd im selling off my pda to a junior on tues..HAHAH..finally i can have abit of money alr....at least got sense of security... i did not go out wif frens this whole week except for today.. a little getaway to celebrate joy's birthday.
yeap.

anywayyyy, abt the job interview on fri... i seriously think i wont get shortlisted to work @ the clinic... i wan lehhhh.. i meann pay shud be quite gd..though i din ask how much...hpefully will get news frm the agent ... and its gd news!hahah!

 i juz got shortlisted for an interview to work in a clinic @ town area as a staff nurse. God knows when is the interview. But it should be this few days. Hope everything turns out fine. Hope pple thr are great. great environment. great benefits and obviously GREAT PAY.  Thats ultimately what we are working for isn't it? pple may sae heyy but u need to have passion in your work. Yes, i do agree to certain extent. But we all need money to survive in this current society. oh well anyways, i really hope tht e job is gd enuff for me to agree to work wif dem so tht i dun have to wait for other interviews and pondering on which to work.

OH WELL, i've got a long list of things to get
I wan a Sony Digital Cam.
I wan VAIO P notebook. its super pretty.!!i like~~~
I wan to get myself a IPOD NANO. yes pple may sae why not IPOD touch. IPOD NANO so long alr.. but well, who knows i might get IPOD touch when i start earning my own bucks

Im still living off my parents. tht makes me feel super useless. yes but i know once i start work. i wont be!! HAHAH=X. cuz its now my responsibility to help in lightening my parents burden. i know its been hard on my parents. i live in an environment where i noe money is something we need to have. Not juz enuff for us to live on. we need to have money tht allows us a better life. 

i wan to start learning singing once i start working.. after i have a income of my own. It's been my passion.HAHA. My mum ask me singing got prospect meh? To me, singing might not have a prospect. In e first place, i don't even intend to enter music industry. It's juz something i would love to do.

Nowadays, i am hook on to Jolin and Show Luo. Esp Yu Le Bai Fen Bai. It's juz sooo funny! i will just laugh my head off!!! Thts what i do when i'm at hm recently. Hmm~~~ God knows when i will have time to do tht once i start working. I am starting to feel old. Though im onli coming to 20. But mayb it's bcuz i am gg to be in the working society makes me feel am already an adult no longer the teenager tht i use to be.

OK PPLE LETS JUZ SMILE TO FACE THE WORLD. =)

new blog like again!!!hahah yesss!!! this is whr i pen down my thoughts... my fren recommended me livejournal..so yeah. i've deleted both my previous blogs. meaning a new life!!!(:smile pples